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i am way over in trying being rebelious towards parents. yes, i did try when i was in highschool and, maybe, at the beginning of my college years. but now? no way…

not only to my parents, i would even try to avoid any type of confrontation. i no longer have enough guts to be a rebel. it’s not my thing anymore. maybe, not being able to see each other as often actually knocked my back to my senses. as a matter of fact, it’s been years that i would love to have us getting along. to understand each other. to agree on matters that we need to agree on… for a start, maybe we can try, let’s say, marriage? *sigh*