expiration date 

i couldn’t stay in the office this morning. i purposedly get there late. then, right after i turned my computer on, i went downstairs and smoke… for one and a half hour. we had another layoff today. i lost my neighbor and many friends. i can’t stand seeing people packing, friends leaving. i’m also not good at giving uplifting goodbyes.

i should be thankful that i’m still here, sitting on my desk at work.

happy halloween.